The past few days have been extremely uplifting for me... my brother Bubs was able to take a couple days off of work to come and visit me in Toronto, my back is slowly but surely starting to feel more and more functional with each passing day, and I got to spend some time with my long time sponsor PITCHFORK HARDWEAR and New York Hardcore legends, MADBALL.

I can't say enough about these guys. Warren is by far one of the hardest working guys in the scene and made me feel more than comfortable all weekend. Madball have been around for 2 decades and play every show with the same intensity regardless of if there are 10 or 10,000 people in the crowd.

It is always inspiring to see peoples passion breed positivity. Each night I got to see Warren, Hoya, Freddy, and the rest of the crew on stage I got the impression that there was no other place they would rather be... that type of attitude is infectious. 

Back: Me, Hoya, Mitts. Front: Bubs, Warren, Freddy.

HOYA on stage. 

Me and Freddy on stage. 

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The following entry is an interview I did with friend and MMA staple Kyria Christison. Those of you who follow the sport will most likely be familiar with her husband, Dan the 'Sand Man' Christison. Please check out her blog, WWW.THEMMAROADSHOW.BLOGSPOT.COM 

Ian Dawe was kind enough to allow me to ask him a few random questions and give you a little insight into who he is. I met Ian through our mutual friend Evan Tanner. Evan thought a lot of Ian and after getting to know Ian better I can see why. He is intense like Evan was and they have similarities like brothers as much as friends . There are some people that just have a special spark and I saw that in Evan and I see that in Ian as well. I hope you enjoy the question and answer and getting a little insight into Ian and his world. You can follow him and his blog at www.iandawe.com Ian is much more eloquent in his blogging than I am so I am sure every post will be an enjoyable read.

How old were you when you started fight training?

I have been getting beaten up by my twin and older brother for as long as I can remember, but... I would say that my formal fight, or MMA training started when I was roughly 18.


What attracted you to fighting?

For one reason or another I have always felt like professional competition (MMA) was something I needed to experience. Just like writing, it is impossible to lie to yourself when you are locked in a cage or ring with an opponent trained to defeat you.
If you are a liar or a quitter, it will show.
If you are determined and have heart, that will show too.


What type of fighter do you consider yourself?

I would consider myself to be a jack-of-all trades (and am working diligently on perfecting all disciplines). I consider my heart and conditioning to be my greatest assets.


How often do you fight?

When I first got into MMA I was fighting every six months. I would have liked to be more active but I knew that in order for me to compete with the elite guys at this level I needed to pay my dues and put more time into training.
I took some time off from the sport for personal reasons but am happy to say that there are some big things coming up in the next couple months.


How often would you like to fight?

I would like to fight 4-6 times this year.


What would be your dream fight contract?

My goal has always been to fight in Asia. Any contract that allows me to do so would be a dream come true.


Is winning everything?

To be completely honest, losing sucks… it is one of the loneliest feelings I have had the pleasure of experiencing haha. Having said that, I don’t really care about winning or losing, winning definitely isn’t everything. I think if you ask any fighter, they will tell you that they have learned more from their losses than their victories.
My goal is to fight the toughest guys out there and put on a good show, win or lose.


You lived and trained with Evan Tanner and I know that he believed in you (as a person and) as a fighter. Does having someone who has seen the success that Evan had in his career help you believe in yourself as a fighter when you have doubts?

Evans friendship had such a positive impact on my personal and professional life. Evan helped me reach new heights and was always there for me when I needed advice or just someone to listen to.
Evan flew all the way from Oceanside to Gatineau to corner me for my last fight… words cannot express how much that meant to me. Having a man like Evan in your corner is incredibly motivating and inspiring.


You know how Evans death affected people because you were in contact with so many people who cared about him so through your own experience is there anything you would like to say to may be help them feel less of a loss?

I miss Evan every day.
The only thing I could say that may bring some relief to those in mourning is... believe. Evan lived his life by his own terms and was his own man. He felt a deep connection to his past-lives and his path.
There is no doubt in my heart or mind that he is with us.


As far as your fighting do you think one day your fight life will be over or would you like to facilitate your fight career into something else in the fight world?

I have always been interested in teaching. The thought of being able to foster growth is extremely appealing to me… maybe one day later on down the line if my career goes the way I think it will I will open my own gym.


As you can see my blog is full of stories of our new puppy, do you have animals? If so, what kind. If not, do you like animals and if so, what kind?

Growing up in a family of ‘cat people’, we always had a cat or two at home. I don’t have any pets at the moment but I would to adopt an English bulldog.


When did you start blogging and why?

I have been writing for as long as I can remember. However, I only started blogging after living with Evan Tanner. The connection Evan had with his fans through his blogs was amazing.
I also viewed blogging as a great way for me to stay motivated and on track. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself I were to publicly state that I was training like an animal and not doing so.


Do you ever consider what other people think about what you wrote before you post it or are you free of peoples opinion and just hit post?

For the most part I write from my heart and don’t worry too much about what people will think before I hit post. However, I constantly edit my blogs before I post them and have a huge collection of writings that I have never posted… I am not sure what will come of those entries, if anything.


Those of us who are absorbed into this sport still need an escape from time to time. What is yours?

Training two or three times a day five or six days a week is physically, mentally, and emotionally draining. Although I love the sport and training, most of my free time is spent reading or writing. I rarely watch MMA unless a friend, training partner, or potential opponent is fighting.
I am also an Internet junkie and food network buff.



I remember being 25 and thinking about where I wanted to be at the age I am now. It didn’t quite happen like I had planned lol Do you have a life plan or are you just a take life as it comes?

I think I have always had a rough idea of the way my life would pan out, but for the most part I try to take things as they are presented to me and live on a day- to- day basis.


In your mind, how old do you feel?

Another tough question… The easiest way to answer that would be to say that I feel like a 25 year old who has experienced a lifetime of emotion.


You seem like a very deep and thoughtful person to me but how do you see yourself?

This is an extremely tough question for me to answer. I would like to think that I am a thoughtful, rational, and caring person… but the truth is that I often feel like an overly emotional, spontaneous and somewhat reckless human being looking for his place in this world.


Tell us something about yourself that you would like everyone to know about Ian Dawe.

I am generally a shy person and dislike confrontation. I don’t think I have ever sent back a wrong order at a restaurant in my life. I am also a complete germaphobe and somewhat OCD.


You have a lot of meaningful tattoos at such a young age so will you continue to tattoo moments of your life on your body and what happens once you have run out of space?

Thank you. Recording my story has been something I have always felt compelled to do. Tattooing myself seemed like a logical transition from writing to me. I don’t think that I will ever run out of space, but… I would not be disappointed if I did because that would only reflect an abundance of adventure in my life.


I know sometimes the fight fans can sometimes interesting and sometimes rather bizarre. What is your most interesting or bizarre fan story so far?

Luckily I don’t have too many bizarre fan stories…
I consider the majority of my fans to be friends and am ever grateful of their support.
Every now and then I have a run in with someone who follows my blog and am shocked at how much this ‘stranger’ knows about me… then I remember I that I post most of my feelings and day-to-day life online and I feel like the weird one haha.

JYD.